i still take out our old letters and smile as i read them.

still browse through our old website to see the sweet entries posted for each other

still look at emails you sent when you were courting me


but i guess i'm the only one doing it, and the knowledge of that robs me the joy of reminiscing. instead, it leaves me the bitter taste of pain and wistfulness.

i'm trying hard to relive the happy times... the happy days that we have let slip so carelessly. but these memories are replayed in my mind...and my mind alone.

loneliness is something i'm bad at handling.

once u told me u thought u were the luckiest guy in the world to have me; now u make me feel like i'm your greatest curse.

don't feel like saying anything else anymore. u don't read my blog anyway.