i feel shitty.

don't know what im doing studying and trying so hard for. i detest the system; more so, i detest the way this society functions. yet i've no choice but to conform.

this isn't the way we were meant to live.

i wish the world would just fall asleep. so i can retreat into a timeless place - a place that relieves me from all the tension and pressure that is building up within me.